Hey guys! Long time no talk! Neways, not much is new in my life! I don't go to mac anymore. I go to winfree to graduate early, and at the rate I'm going, I will be done by x-mas! Woo Hoo! So, I don't really have a boyfriend anymore! I could be with Rene if I wanted to, but I just am so confused about us, it's not even funny! Things have changed alot between us, and I don't know if they will ever be the same! I have been hanging out with Johnathan and them a lot lately! They are the coolest guys in the world! My best friend, as most of you know is Megan! I don't talk to Ketzia or them that much anymore, I guess boys can really over ride a friendship if you let it! Anyways, my 19th birthday is comming up on November 23rd for those of you who don't know! I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet, but I got time! I also work at Jack Astors now as a waitress so yall come up and see me! I'm working pretty much everyday, so I'm sure I'll be there! Johnathan's b-day is on holloween, so I need to save up some money to get him something! Oh, and for those of you who don't have my new cell #, it's (469)-328-4336. Well, I don't really know what else to talk about, but I'm going to try to keep this thing updated, so see ya soon! ByE!

" I think about him everyday, in everything I do, and even though he was not a close  friend, a part of my heart is with him forever an always and I pray that one day I can get the chance to laugh with him in Heaven"

If you are reading this right now, I want you to stop and smile..... Jordan would love to see it, it was something that he saw a lot of from everyone he ever knew.. show your respects and do it....

well well well..... There really isn't much that I can say. Summer was going great and then, it happened. Regardless if you knew him or not, it truly effects you like you could never imagine. I know that I have taken MANY things for granted and not thougt much of others, but when someone like that is taken from this world that we think is so bad, it really makes you stop thinking about yourself sometimes, and think a little outside of your box. Tomorrow, even though we didn't know him as well as others did, me and Megan are going to pay our respects at his pole. We are also going to go get orange W.W.J.D. bracelets to wear. Jordan was really a great guy, and from the times that I had met and seen him, he was really always making someone else laugh. He seemed like the type of person that was very concerned about making others happy and loving it. It really does make you think, even if you didn't know him, that someone close to you could be taken at any time. God rest his soul, and I know he's lovin the view from heaven, cuz it's better than the view we have here on Earth!

~*~*~*~*~*~R.I.P. Jordan Wayne Ludekke~*~*~*~*~*

    Gone forever, but forever remembered. Amen 6-29-05